| Distant is a feeling to far away Wanting is a waste of time Believing seems like it is a lie All the things I thought was right Fall apart over the spawn of daylight Give up on me and take your time Just let me know when life is over If it means to be unheard and distant Then I will take my time and dwell in constant sorrow. -Ben Brassfield |
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| Update!!!!!!!!!!!!! Talk to me HA! |
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| Hey guys whats up..... I need time to breath it seems... i got drunk
last night but it really didnt help anything as far as the breathing
goes. I did enjoy how i forgot everything for the time
being. i am glad school is nearly over. i will be back up
here for some PYK stuff at different times this summer but its cool...
it is definately worth it.. I am out for now...damn
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| I am so fucking sick of friends and life right now... i feel down but just lazy at the same time. I am sorry to myself for acting like nothing is going right when school is paid for and i have a place to live and a ride and i have fun on my own time... i guess it is the little things that subside the real things in life and make nonexistence seem not too bad right now even though i know better than to talk like that.... I dont want to be normal any more i just want to be different but not too different or arrogant and leave people guessing if I am real or just talk.... i just dont know anymore of what to think of things or wheather to even think at all. I feel left out sometimes but then it is those same time that i want to be left out.... damn |
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| Right now i feel like a huge pile of shit. My head hurts but yet i feel good because this is spring fling week and we had a concert last night which might explain a little bit... tonight is the Hawaiian party and thursday is the big concert with Stillframe Tragedy... they are really good... I have hard them before so you guys should come see them... the concert is FREE!!!! Monday we had a womanless beauty pagent and yes i was in it.... wow how weird that was.... All is well that ends well lad!!!!!! out |
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